Comparisons are easily done,

relink

2009-05-22T21:28:00.000-07:00

i've change my link to ;
http://storiesof-rena.blogspot.com/ , please relink thanks (:

2009-05-20T22:49:00.000-07:00

just receive letter from this guy. DATOU (: (don't focus on my stupid face)

i just can't get contact to brother norman laa. sitting here thinking about the past days when I'm slacking with them at bugis, sweet memorise & kept deep in my mind. although it's short but sweet.

remembering at ESC seeing you guys playing dota was bored but so funny when looking at you guys shouting here and there when losing & talk cock when winning. worst then people having pms lor, the mood change so fast.

&& not forgetting junior & co. at batok 3head (:

anyone wants to send regards to him, mail/tag me !

100% satisfaction from this part of my memory, laughter's & secrets it's what i adore.

2009-05-19T04:12:00.000-07:00

{edited}

he says that I'm better looking if i show my teeth when taking picture. (geees)

he says that he like girls with short hair & alot of tattoos. (absolutely not me)

he says that he's a gay, and he is interested in guys. (wow)

he says that he's a terrible liar, who doesn't know how to lie. (but i don't think this is true la)

he says that I'm as lame as him. (nono, he is way too lame)

you made me laugh, through all these laughter's everything came cleared to me.

i have a foolish mindset once, but now i look at things in another way.

you've change my thought. ( sisters, you should know what i mean (: )

so i'll be moving on, you taught me alot. (: thanks

anyone have this bag INSTOCK?! i really want this badly mail me at cottonwinter@hotmail.com if you have this INSTOCK! price below $44 (:

&& i'm looking for a nice black corset too, mail me. price must be reasonable.

2009-05-17T22:13:00.000-07:00

16-05-06 REBEL !~

after not going club for around 1 whole month, yippee REBEL.

sorry for all these blurry pictures no one bought camera so we stick to our phone camera.
went with michelle, ferlyn, love, and 2 other ferlyn's friend.

at this point of time my face was so red, but before we get our last drink i die die also want to take picture of me & the drink coupon, luckily it's not reflected out.

helping to advertise, vespa ! :D

guess who i saw in there? DARREN CHEN SHI WEI ~ weeets he's so *&^%$#@! handsome. so bei & aks don't jealous okay :D i was standing right beside him 0.00001cm away, better then you guys, watch him go up the escalator. SMILE.

I've make a new friend bouncer at rebel ! weeeet ~ && who say you can't get drink for any man in the club? someone says to me BU HE BAI BU HE(in Chinese), gian song mah. i drank & nothing happen. just stand at the counter bar and see if he did anything to the drink anot. make me rejected so many cups of free drinks ): yaya i gian song. hahhas :D

went off at 2plus, as i have to work 10.30 in the morning. so tired laa ): partly is because of working reason. at first i was have soo much fun! but the more i took my phone to see if there's any messages from him, fun got lesser.

下雨天了怎么办 我好想你 .

2009-05-15T22:01:00.000-07:00

someone sponsored me to do up my portfolio, thaks so much laa ! :D i'm so greatful, thanks thanks. (not like some stingy guy)

anyone give me some comments?! should i reveal what that stingy guy have done to make me so pissed off? i always type a full paragraph and wanted to post out but didn't.

it's saturday and i'm having my off day! maybe going rebel yeah~! rebel rebel rebel !

bei, i couldn't understand whats with us these day. but like you said once bei forever bei (: yap & those touching messages i send to you, doesn't mean that i'm les okay! i still remember when the first time i send you those touching messaging you guys are making a big fuss out of it, i was so shy ><

AKS, the post you ask me to see confirm not referring to me lor. here's my speech read with l-o-v-e. (: after you had a bf (lee zhao) , i felt that you don't understand me anymore. before, you know me inside out. now, you even forgotten that i HATE MILK. buying Milo for me to drink, tsk tsk. this doesn't means much to you, i guess. but it's the sign of I'm forgotten. grrrrs

people always ask how we got to know each other when we're from different schools, I'll say it's FATE (:

lastly I'm not les, i mentioning this again! i walk straight alright. too bad la my thoughts too sweet, ants are biting off my Brain. help me buy some bitter gourd to feed my brain anyone? sweet talks/thoughts will make people think that I'm les. LOL

changing someone thoughts is hard yeah? anyone teach me what to do, to de-stress people thoughts of having a gf/bf ? i'll be 98437823476x greatful if you teach me what to do. cheers

2009-05-12T02:53:00.000-07:00

Today, someone's brilliant one-liner will do more than tickle your funny bone -- it will ignite a tiny spark in your heart. Few people realize how having fun can lead to romance, though you have always understood the connection. Your ideal mate is more likely to be someone who makes you smile than someone who makes you swoon. Remember this when you are considering which crushes to pursue. Hold off on accepting an invitation from anyone who's coming on too strong.

true enough :D

I'm working for long hours this coming week, boring ~ my readers rate is dropping everyday. because i didn't update no one wants to read ? lol, so I'm letting to rate drop drop & drop because I'm sooo sooo busy (:

sometimes i really which the age group of my friend is about 20~25 they have more mature thinking, and not saying ' WHY YOU TAKE THIS KIND OF PHOTO's' . come on, if you treat these photo as so call "pornography" and not an art. so you're saying that those people on the beach whom wear bikini are all porn star?! great then do go there to see porn stars then. (: NOOB. grow up it's 20 century now not 17/18 noob, live modernly and not traditionally.

seriously stingy & calculative guy sux to the core ! yeah. i'm referring to YOU yeah YOU :D

2009-05-05T23:37:00.000-07:00

I'm using lappy for this few days, around 2WEEKS i have not touch on my textbooks! ohmy how can i catch up in this tortoise speed of mine. every time i tried to concentrate my mind will fly to Holland, Japan wherever that's far away from my textbook.

I'll stop the topic on studies guess no one will be interested. after leaving my poor fluffy to rot for so long, yesterday i went to visit her ! weeeet ~ because gw send me furniture, so good of him right? LOL he's using HACK people HACK, so i called him to by alot of items from luxury. so now.. i think that I'll be letting fluffy to rot again :D getting bored of pet society.

i lost 40++ K on texas poker yesterday ): lady luck is not by my side.

some guys are so fucked'up, when it comes to money they're more calculative than girls, yucks i detest this kind of guys.

2009-04-30T17:45:00.000-07:00

good morning ! it's 8.49am now, and obviously I'm awake. LOL someone promise to bring me to east coast & catch 'DUA DINO' yipeee :D

restaurant city restaurant city restaurant city. anyone out there playing restaurant city? add me up on facebook i want ingredients ingredients ingredients!

mailed some company about a hair show (recommended by lincoln), i haven't get a reply from them yet. darn i need the pay i want to shop shop shop, rino is joining me for that too. LOL

i'm rotting rotting rotting ! HELP HELP HELP~ *&^%$#@!

2009-04-28T09:10:00.000-07:00

FAT FACE

staying at home for the whole bloody day, i sleep eat facebook sleep eat biology. yeah sleeping and eating is my favourite past time when I'm at home.

hello! I'm a Cannibal, By taking my victims life is not enough. I'm only fully gratified once I've stripped the flesh off their bones and savoured the succulent taste in my mouth. ain't it cool yeah? {I've taken a quiz on facebool ;what kind of series killer are you}

rena's having sore troat, it isn't painful when i sollow something but when i sneeze and touch my neck it hurts alot. bestie ! i need someone to look after me laaaaaa . && buy me a dozen of lemon honey for me ! LOL. kind souls?

i'll make him mine, I'LL MAKE HIM MINE!! MINE MINE MINE :D

2009-04-27T02:21:00.000-07:00

some overdue pictures here.
i miss baobei, mylove, bestie sooo much ):

working for pass 2 days, i L-O-V-E jp soo sooo soooo much laaaa (:

first day was working with sonia, on my second day was with xinen. && there's a stalker keep coming in and check what we're doing, was using xinen's friend lappy & we're caught red handed by that stalker. there's a hot topic between us, it's about AHEM' yeah so cool there's alot of them around jp.

got to know from sonia that SOMEONE told her that i BLAHBLAHBLAH. i fucking told you before i've problem with BLAHBLAHBLAH right? complaning this & that to honey, god darn you trying to warn her not to BLAHBLAH me right. may your dirty mouth rot :D

* BLAH is not something dirty, she/he will be reading my blog i don't want to get sonia to be in a difficult position so i decided not to write what it is. i'm just SO pisssed off. :D

2009-04-24T09:00:00.000-07:00

when for training on Thursday, the baby clothes there are darn cute laaaa (: there's some picture of the shop.

samroy & yansin came to look for me, i waited for like 43264328213hr la. guess they're taking some turtle shell to jp. yansin taught me multiplication MATRIX hahhs it's a topic on maths, weird name right? hahhs crap alot, kept laughing && laughing maybe they're helping me to slim down. cause LAUGHING OUT OUT can lose about 32874328 calories, i don't know the actual amount of fats that can be burnt down.

today actually going shopping with my love, but last minute someone POP OUT gosh. ): but my dearest accompany me for shopping ! yipeee :DD one strike off on my wish list bikers jacket weeeeee~ ! I'm darn broke now ): i want $$$$$$$$$ to shop shop && shop & of cause club !

working tomorrow, weeeeeeee~ FB* alot of AHEM! right honey? looking forward for tomorrow.

SMILE AS MUCH AS YOU BREATHE PEOPLE, we're left with not much time (3years), cherish your enermy/friends/bff/sisters/brothes every single 1 around you. (:

2009-04-22T08:42:00.000-07:00

gosh it's sooooo windy now ! a sudden strong wind rampaging outside, stammering on my window. looking out of the window wondering what happen, woooooo~ blow wind blow; blowing away all the unwanted cans, paper bags threw on the floor. i shouted across my house asking my mum what the fuck is happening, i thought something like tornado is going on outside -.-silly me.

gosh it reminds me of a piece of news i saw on newspaper, scientist says that the world is coming to an end at 2012?! ahhhhhhh I'm just 20years old, there's alot of things left undone still. can some superman/women OR powerpuff girls, OR any super hero jump out now & save the world?

{HOPE FOR WORLD PEACE} :D

i stayed at home for 1whole day today! studying on my maths, can believe i'm such a good girl *tinkkkk*

going for training tomorrow, at jurong point ! :D 11am, so early laaaa ):

2009-04-19T07:23:00.000-07:00

early in the morning when I'm still having my sweet sweet dreams, tada wendy was asking me up to study ! 12+ am, oh my so early she came my house and everything started. this prove that i can study okays ! don't look down on me (:

super messy dining table . wish me luck for my o'lvl (:

2009-04-18T07:14:00.000-07:00

DELETED.

http://absolute-rino.blogspot.com , view it trust me you won't regret :D make him shine like a star * twink twink, LOL

everything was just a misunderstanding nameless freaks, fuck off if you dislike me.
i don't need your comment or whatever. if you dislike me there's no need for your stay alright? respect my blog. thanks
Obnoxious busybodies, dense morons

2009-04-17T09:11:00.000-07:00

the pictures for my photo shoot is out ! (:

talk to Vanessa about posting these picture out, at first i didn't want to post out guess SOME people will be gossiping about us. expected comments like ;eeyer breast so small still want to wear bikini ; so fat, yucks. BLAH BLAH. but never mind it's my blog i can't post anything i want right? if you dislike these photo i invite you to FUCK OFF from here. thanks

weeeeee~ I'm so excited as this is my first shoot, maybe going for another shoot on 22nd it's a pay shoot! gosh lucky i talk to Alex (photographer for this shoot) he said for lingerie at least we'll get pay 150bucks/hour ?! ohmy, that's alot but that photographer didn't offer so much to us. so we're still deciding whether to go.

here's the some picture ,

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I don't know what's right and what's real anymore, i want to be at the peak & not the audience i'll do anything to be there. watch me soar up high. this is what you have prove to me ladies that has fame & name has all your attention, but not me. i'll make you regret for what you did to me, ljl.

2009-04-14T06:30:00.000-07:00

she wants NOBODY NOBODY but ....

* CLAP CLAP *

nobody nobody but $$ *CLAPCLAP* (:

HELLO?! anybody there? i'm B-O-R-E-D ~ ! soo soo bored, just studied for 3hr just now, good start right? hahha

buddy is the best ! he's downloading for me all the songs that i want ! YIPPE :D

我要 THIS !

http://fluffymallows.blogspot.com/

I want to be rich, and I want lots of money

I want loads of clothes, and fuckloads of diamonds

I heard people die while they're trying to find them

And I'll take my clothes off and it will be shameless

‘Cuz everyone knows that's how you get famous

I don't know what's right and what's real anymore

And I don't know how I'm meant to feel anymore

Life’s about film stars, and less about mothers

it's all about fast cars, and cussing each other

But it doesn't matter, 'cuz I'm packing plastic

And that's what makes my life so fucking fantastic

And I am a weapon of massive consumption

And it's not my fault, it's how I'm programmed to function

Forget about guns, and forget ammunition

Cause I'm killing them all on my own little mission

Now I'm not a saint, but I'm not a sinner

And everything's cool as long as I'm getting thinner

COOL!

2009-04-08T05:40:00.000-07:00

( pictures on 6th april. )

7th april.
loyang to pray yesterday, hope to get good result and X-X-X-X-X-X (:

不自觉爱到不敢冒险.
这情节重复了一百遍, 历史不断重演我好累.

heard that regent sec & tw sec, sec1 kids asking people for 'PEN KNIFE FIGHT'? lol, cute seh. now days kids so scary >< . && here's the main point, they called the police in the end. LOL!! makinga fool out of themselves. kids + joker arggh i shouldn't go down to regent anymore later they want to have a 'pen knife fight' with me, muahahhah. but i need to get my testimonial how how? later got bully by kids. ): LOL !! WTF.

aiyahh, kids nowadays tsktsk.

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http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jrds0wt_B6M&feature=related , ladygaga live on AMERICAN IDOL! awesome, i really like that live version (acoustic+orignal) then the OST. but i don't like her new hair style, people that had listen to poker face before can try listening to the live version! no harm listening to it, she's really great! bestie had also mention this before at her blog (: i have also listen to the acoustic version to http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=i-PPXc_D_7M&feature=related, it's nice right !! weeees~

but i prefer the orignal version then acoustic version for just dance. (:

2009-04-05T11:26:00.000-07:00

8thApril.

fast & furious 4 .

west mall.

crap & slack.

home.

receive brotherN call asking me if I'm free next week, maybe visiting XXX?

in love with a song 第一次 by yuki. (:

为你第一次唱情歌面对第一次分手

我好想对全世界说我爱你不要走

当我第一次唱情歌那种心痛的感受

我好想你　这心情谁能懂

guess I'm stupid my brain size is only 1847cm3, ohmy.
that's really small. SOMEONE has a brain of bitbot TSK, why does he has such a big brain?

Bestie ask me if I'm interested in *&^%$#@!~, girl i know someone will be screening your message how would i tell you the truth? you should know what i mean LOL(:

i can't understand why some earthling wants people to know that they're single? screaming out loud in their blogs/pofile. want guys to 'HONG' them is it? in other words they really need attention from guys. OHMY attention seeker, sick in the brain. so guy i've some despo ladies that love to get guys attention contact me if you want them too (:

some random speech here.

2009-04-02T16:45:00.000-07:00

it's 7.48 AM now & i' awake sitting here i've go work soon. my work place is at batok 1head, any kind earthlings accompany me there? should be bored over there i guess. first dayof work there, how will it feels like? hmmm.

sooooo tired wish i could sleep longer, don't know why it starts at 9? werid timing.

went for interview to batok yesterday aftermath cck cc, saw heart2 & xingan && rayhan ;keai &&& people that i've not seen for months. have fun yesteday (: went home at 8.

will update when i come home, stay tune ! :D

2009-04-01T02:17:00.000-07:00

i must start to prepare for my private O's now, as i don't have any school teachers there for me. but i still have my friends there.everyone is giving their full support so i guess I'll work very hard for myself :D i didn't make good use of my time in my secondary life, and now i need to put in 169439435x more effort in my studies & even more cash then others ):

yaps and I'm one step closer to my dreams ! yippee SIA here i come ~ for our dreams CHEERS Vanessa (: we're both striving for our future.

&& thanks for giving me a push when I'm in a dilemma of going ite or taking my O's this year.

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{EDITED}

i'm so bored some one save me please ! ><

& so i decide to post about yesterday.

went to bugis with baobei & yansin && jerome, muahhhahas! my love needs me yesterday so i went down to bugis. :D

met up with bao at gombak and train to bugis, when we're on the way OMFG there's this @#$%^&* man like 7653429418374 days didn't bath at all polluting the whole train with his odour oohh my ohh my feel like chasing him out of the train, almost vomited when his odour start to diffuse into the surrounding. it's like 45843549304586 dead bodies laying around the train, OMFG can't he feel that he's so darn smelly SO SO SO DARN SMELLY? spare a thoughts please. LAUGH OUT LOUD. SMELLY ~ !!

2009-03-24T14:06:00.000-07:00

whats wrong with all the time & date for the posting here? everything is so wrong.

stayed at home for whole day today, darn boring 2 days staying at home.

around afternoon Mr.snail called & text, I'm sleeping soundly at that point of time. he told me my phone is with him. finally can get back me phone! but he need to go off at 3 plus so i told him I'll get back from him another day. too lazy to pull myself out of bed LOL and getting to lot1 and claim back my phone.

Mr.norman suddenly text me saying that he has move to cck, i was so shock + happy laaa :D asking what block he's staying at, he didn't answer me telling me it's opposite my block. blahblah in the end he told me he's staying at datou house. ya it's opposite my block BUT it's temporary not permanently. make me happy for nothing.

norman, ken & tou's father is visiting him tomorrow at DRC. wonder how he's doing inside, guess i won't be visiting him till he's out. don't want people to misunderstand me again, i treated tou like my blood brother. can't understand why people thought that we're together/ i like him. he got a good gf and she love him alot, people please stop spouting rumors about me & him.

2009-03-24T13:01:00.000-07:00

25th March , it's honey birthday.

HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY HONEY !!

2009-03-23T10:09:00.000-07:00

delicate to my dearest :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAREST WEN DI !!
happy birthday to you ~
happy birthday to you~
happy birthday to wendy leong jia qi~
happy birthday to you !!
hereby wishes you happy 17Th birthday!

last year i was celebrating with you but everything is different this year,

you have your own life, we have drift alot since I've graduated from school.

but i still love you as much as before.

last time you'll always be there when i fall, my break downs & even tearing in front of you.

there's a guy to treat you right, right now.

you wouldn't need me to be there anymore, i glad to see you being happy during you birthday party, no matter how far we drifted from each other I'll still be there when you need me. just give me a call and I'll be there for you.

you can always bear with my awful temper, although some times you'll be mad at my temper. but all these quarrel has pull us closer to each other.

we can never get back to the past like we use to be last time, i can still wish wholeheartedly for your happiness till eternity!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GIRL!! [lastly I'm not Les, LOL]

2009-03-23T07:33:00.000-07:00

nothing better to do these days, seriously i need a job badly. spend 3 hours to edit my blog today, as i decided to let myself rot as I've no more $$ for me to spend if i step out of my house.

something someone do today and make me really feel that he's really free all day long.

mr.gw called me asking whether my house have any 'shen tai ' , wonder why he ask me? he wanted me to pray for him, cause he's afraid that [SOMETHING] will happen. such an idiot right? too bad i don't have one in my house. make me laughing out loud alone in the room, my mum thought i was going crazy, wtf -.-

& mr.yt is spouting nonsense to me, cause he's 2 SEXY ! LOL.

bestie, you should say XIEXIE to your one & only rena :D

REBEL REBEL REBEL ! maybe this sat? yipeeeeee~ ((:

2009-03-21T07:10:00.000-07:00

you've change, I've change too. stop clinging on the the past rena.

i'm different now. i'm all grown up :D

2009-03-18T09:52:00.000-07:00

TO ALL THOSE NAMELESS/CHILDISH FREAKS,
are you out of your mind? if having a chubby face with a par of big eyes is an offence, why didn't police charge me for that. or in another words you're just simply jealous by insulting me? if you dislike me so much, come right in front of my face and confront me, stop being coward and hide behind that mask. no point using all those UN-civilise words here, i believed for those people that view my blog are all educated human beings, don't throw your face off here by being people's clown. like how you dislike me, I'll dislike you too. posting this post is maybe a waste of my time , i suppose uneducated freaks can't understand civilise English right? guess they can't even complete a simple 50 words composition. I'm totally getting enough of all these spammers.

2009-03-16T11:05:00.001-07:00

pictures taken yesterday/15th March.

zoukkk ! first time leaving so early, i went out of the club at around 2.30 OMFG wasted my 18 bucks ): too much earthlings inside, so darn squeezy and we nearly fall off the stage. stupid ass keep pushing, even have problem getting out of the club wtf.

boring~ queueing up for almost 2hour and some malays keep cutting the queue and trying to get in front of us, doesn't they know what is manners? FUCK luckily gw help us to block some them from getting in front of us.

slack outside zouk till 5plus then went home.

everytime during club i'll sure lose my temper because of some reason, but my bestie joslyn will always be there to console me. LOVE HER SOO MUCH LAA :DDD

pictures taken on 14th March.

ice-creammm ! yummy (;

botak treated me & karen ice-cream sooo good of him laaa.

doesn't we look like small kids?

but i thought mr.nelson look even younger then us.

asked him to look at the camera he said he like to pose like that,

such an idiot (:

2009-03-12T09:55:00.000-07:00

I HATE FXAL !!
I DETEST FXAL !!!

vanessa said if I'm still so lazy and not finding a job soon she'll keep calling me XMM.
i decided to hate FXAL then XMM , wtf suddenly feel that i'm so childish -.-

talking to adeline.T on phone now, my long lost laogong (: talk about many things.

{EDITED}

two of my favourite stars ! lady gaga and britney spears. they're good in both singing and dancing. soo talented LOVE THEM SOOO MUCH (:

Are you having trouble focusin’ throught the day?

Do you find yourself, still callin’ my name?

Do you wish you could be on time and take it back?

I bet you realize, she ain’t half the woman I am.

You’re gonna see me, in your dreams tonight,

My face is gonna haunt you all the time.

I promise that you gonna want me back,

When your world falls apart,

Like Shattered Glass.

2009-03-10T10:00:00.000-07:00

da doo doo doo, just dance ~

9th March was my baobei birthday. (:

let's say H-A-P-P-Y B-L-A-T-E-D B-I-R-T-H-D-A-Y to her on my blog !

10th March

went bugis, met up with baobei and vanessa. yewtee met up with builong and fish.

i saw someone that looks like you i was astound by seeing that scene. but it's not you over there. one side of me hope that's you ;as I've not seen you for quite a while, but on the other hand ;i don't want you to appear infront of me ever again. i'm the one that never pick up your calls and stop to contact you yet i'm the one that is missing you right now. today my brain to started rewinding the past over and over again.
wondering how are you now?
are you having a stable job?
once i know that you have a HER beside you, are you still with her?
trouble are here and there nowadays, are you getting involve in this things?
x.jl , i guess i can't completely get you out of my mind.

2009-03-07T04:52:00.000-08:00

Thursday, 5th March

honey woke me up, it's her off day. decided to have a gathering, baobei couldn't make it so, bestie honey && me went to lot. eat ;slack saw malcom and gang so long never get to see them! OMG ~ aftermath bestie went off to batok, honey went home with me.

went to builong's house at night, too bored i suggested playing 21dian, I'm the banker and i said ... smallest bet 10cent biggest 50cents LOL, blahblah they laugh i said to past time so let play small. i win 2dollars plus~ biggest winner was that china man laaa. went home in the morning

Friday , 6th March

met baobei at night, vanessa came. slack around vanessa house talk about darn lot of things. she went home around 3, then we went to find jesper and co. and guess what saw karen when we reached cc mac. she was with us slacking again, so long since I've slack with them. unhappy things happen.

stupid mindset of mine. plucking their nails out ; skinning them alive ; hammering out their teeth, they're worst then a human can't treat them like one. LOL

SOMEONE came and find us around 5 plus, he's taking turtle shell man waited for him for almost 2 hour. sit at 145 , saw accident motor kana bang by taxi. small little accident here comes the police, ambulance && civil defence. wtf the motor driver only had a few scratches and he doesn't want to run away as he does not have any licence waiting for traffic police to sue him -.- went to cc, slack, reached home in the morning.

2009-03-07T03:47:00.000-08:00

28/02/09 partiiiieee time ~ !

went to legal age clubs (: first time going in, asking comment on my look does it look like I'm 18, all of them say that i DON'T. but i went to not 1 but 2 clubs with my looks.

I'm sooo happy ! mind me for being like this, I'm pestering SOMEONE to bring me in puture LEGAL age club but he doesn't want to.

when I'm inside zirca i called him! he was totally shocked, but that's the truth (:

so BOY i want LEGAL AGE CLUB every Friday Saturday okay ?! hahhas joking i don't have so much money to spend. LOL

now i understand why people that are 18 and above doesn't like underage clubs. (: ahem...

went to zirca first. (the new MOS)

then rebel , the music suits us more at rebel.

2009-03-03T13:04:00.000-08:00

I HATE XMM ! (: [edited]

yipeee, my connection is alive again ! found a good spot in my house that can get the best connection, but I'm feeding freaks that are sucking up my blood! darn they must be happy to feed on my fresh sweet blood. hope that they are not vampire in disguise.

oo my oo my , march is such a month to let people end up in a bankrupt critics. ):
hole in my pocket ~ first baobei then my dearest after that honey lastly my sun nu.
people it's coming in a row, money o money roll into my pocket please . (:

there's alot for me to update so... stay tunes dude :D

2009-02-27T07:34:00.000-08:00

PEOPLE we're selling 2nd hand clothes [it's all brand new, some wore once only] at BUGIS STREET 2ND floor ,
come and take a look (: i'm not really sure about the unit number, but if you know the way to the pervious shop that i work at it's just a few unit beside it (: vanessa & cynthia &co. are selling too . :D

2009-02-23T19:17:00.001-08:00

HELLO ~ !

guess what my bestie is beside me now ! i warn her not to look at what i'm posting.

hahhas nothing much to say,

slumdog millionaire got lots of awards, i'm happy of them. LOL

hope on 15 March , Joslyn , Sonia && BaoTing could be able to attend the event. it's so long ever since we had gone to club together, us 4 . miss those days (:

pictures of me & karen (:

2009-02-21T10:51:00.000-08:00

lappy's going crazy again, no time to update.
spammers stop whatever you're doing, spamming my blog and using my name to spam others.
dislike me? so be it.

15th ZOUKKKKKK , yipeee .
SOME people promise me to bring me into phuture hor? keep your promise please :D

you don't understand me at all, what i need and even what i did for you. frankly speaking, what am i to you? to me you're everything i need now.

updated. LOL

2009-01-31T01:51:00.000-08:00

HELLO peees :D

i'm using my lappy at my working place ! but i didn't bring my charger the batt is going low low low ~
will be updating some pictures. and ya please don't use my name and talk cock lars, fking please use your own big name. trying to discord us ? try even harder :D

andand i din't get to the course i wanted , for ite april intake OMFG. fcuk the ite lars how many times i appeal also don't allow me to get in . knn GOU GEN NI GEN la. (:

taken on cny eve.

cikk - kingggg $$ woooooo

drawn when i'm bored (:

i'm trying on lots of different clothes everyday (:

my boss daughter , LOL shhh she didn't know i posted her picture out.

she very cute and kind enough to allow me to take picture of her like this (:

2009-01-15T08:15:00.001-08:00

WORK , WORK && WORK , sleep & eat . tired everyday when i reached home. fall asleep in train almost everyday -.- . regretted coming out to work first , realized working doesn't seems to be what i want i rather study , applied for April intake heard the list full hope to go in , doesn't want to work . and i'm using adult fare , hate it waste money -.-

nice wall paper right? woo ~ imagine that's my room wall paper. but i didn't know where they bought it. so ... :( hahhas off to work now ! ~ so tired only less then 8 hour of sleep everyday, i need 12hour of sleep ! LOL can't understand how baobei adapt to only 8 hour of sleep everyday. BYE people miss me , as i won't be here often . loves (:

2009-01-09T23:29:00.000-08:00

pissed off , enough is enough.

wanted more when it's enough, don't you think it's too selfish to ask for more?

being good doesn't get the repay, hero doesn't live long.

so why be a good person when evil always rules ?

whole new arrangement for the aliening in my room, i wanted black wall paper. parents didn't allow, so i asked for pink. didn't like pink that much but didn't know what colour is better for my room. wanted a night club theme for my room, but everything is getting in my way. didn't know where to buy those furniture that suits the theme, mum wanted to bring me to ikea for the items but haven't plan the design for my room. they are not asking a professional designer to help me design ): GROOM MY ROOM PLEASE? dad's buying the paint as I'm not proceeding the plan for a nightclub theme i told him to buy a series of pink paint for my room. B-O-R-I-N-G

met up with baobei, dajing, junior, yanming & his girl, karen (if i didn't spell wrongly), norman, jiaming. WEEWUWEE hahhas it's a long time since i met them. they would entertain me i won't be left alone (: i found out it's better to hang out with people that dote and pamper me LOL, as I'm the only child in the family they dote on me alot, maybe I'm use to it so i HATE people to leave me alone. right wendy & jocelyn? hahhas

2009-01-05T08:54:00.000-08:00

started to watch a new Taiwanese show 霹雳MIT/Pi Li MIT darn nice, for the English title is Mysterious Incredible Terminator. people that are sick and tired of love stories can watch this show, it's more about mystery. i recommend this show alot, cause I'm really sick of love stories the same old ending every time but this show is totally different, it also reminds me of a show name AISHA17 by zhang shao han .

here are the 5 main actors
- Aaron Yan as “007″ Zhan Shi De 詹士德 (007)
- Gui Gui as “Lucifer” Li Xiao Xing 李曉星 (天魔星)
- Lu Ting Wei as “187″ Qian Fu Hao 錢富豪 (187)
- Huang Hong Sheng as “747″ Huang Hui Hong 黃輝宏 (747)
- Christine Fan Wei Qi as Tu Mei Ren 陶美人 (Cherry)

2009-01-01T17:06:00.001-08:00

everything i had to live without , pathetic .

barrel of lies that you told, hurt when truth expose.

nothing came by right, wrong makes clear everything.

happiness last short, when sorrow take place.

I'm fine perfectly F-I-N-E {: i want to work as I'm darn free till around April going for April ite intake so intro job anyone ? i need to spend my time away and in need of big big amount money to spend, weets went to stjames on 29th Dec 2008 last club during 2008. unpleasant things happen this few days, spoiled my new year mood.

can't understand I'm so obedient yet she's still nagging at me, she wanted a perfect rena? impossible she ain't prefect too. so don't expect me to be since you're not , and stop taking advantage when i start to treat you good you know me well enough, i won't keep quite for long tolerance level has a limit to it. keeping quite and do what you told me, doesn't mean i like it doesn't mean i'm happy when i smile to you. enough is enough don't ever ask for more. limit has a word to say listen to it sincerely. if i were you i'll cherish someone that treated me good, and not asking for more when it's enough. or even repay, all i want is you to stop.

BEI last with him, he'll be the right one (:

most important is that you're happy .

2008-12-27T07:42:00.000-08:00

going to yujingFISH chalet tomorrow it's her birthday ! soon~ 30thAug I'm glad that I'm invited (: happy 18th advance birthday girl ! I'll be wishing her on the day itself as I'll be at chalet so I'm wishing you earlier here :D 29th ST.JAMES yeah ! but I'm broke now , i need lots of cash MONEYMONEY $$ . wooohooooo will be away from tomorrow till next year '1stJan . REMEMBER TO MISS ME ^^

gaaagrrrr stupid ite, posted to me bishan ?! omfg need to waste time and appeal again -.- i want T O U R I S M !

my tag box is rotting ): people tag tag ! LOL

when i first saw you , your eyes attracted me to you .
when i know you were devoted to her in the past, i was smiling inside .
when i thought you were the same as other guys , my sense told me you're not .

i wanted you to be in my life.

i wanted you to begin a new story with you.

i wanted you to be my prince and I'll be your princess.

because of you i could stop fooling around.

because of you i can get serious in the things that matters with you.

because of you i would choose to settle down , only you (:

ahhhhh I'm so so so in to you boy , ILU x3

2008-12-23T04:43:00.000-08:00

22nd Nov went to zouk with bestie , baobei wasn't there so is honey . nothing much to say .

pictures taken yesterday are above .

gabriel buddy going oversea later on ! must buy for me LV bag hor as you promise (: wahahhas bon voyage , don't drop into toliet bowl while you're on the plane or the hotel over there ! merry advance xmas since you're not in singapore on the 25th . buddy a post for you lehs touch anot ? most improtant is my xmas present LV BAG , REMEMER :D

2008-12-20T23:39:00.000-08:00

I think I did it again

I made you believe we're more than just friends

It might seem like a crush

But it doesn't mean that I'm serious

'Cause to lose all my senses

That is just so typically me

Oops!...I did it again

I played with your heart, got lost in the game

Oh baby, baby

Oops!...You think I'm in love

That I'm sent from above

I'm not that innocent

You see my problem is this

I'm dreaming away

Wishing that heroes, they truly exist

I cry, watching the days

Can't you see I'm a fool in so many ways

But to lose all my senses

That is just so typically me

2008-12-17T02:02:00.000-08:00

16thDec , play ! this are the pictures (: once again club at play, but this time the club is better in condition, way better . kexin was there too with her friends. this time club without my baobei there to help us , some idiots keep pushing , but when i push back another side is pushing too OMG. how i wish baobei was there to protect us . 22ndDec zouk ! yeah ~

getting N'level result tomorrow .

Fate determines who comes into our lives.
The heart determines who stays.

it doesn't matter what I'm telling you now, it's a lie or truth . the main thing is i want you to go your own way. fate let you into my live , now my heart doesn't want you to stay . sorry boy pursue your happiness . you'll be fine after all , don't look back at the things i told you before . to me whats over is gone . (:

my heart only want him to stay by me (:

2008-12-14T08:54:00.000-08:00

pictures of last event at gotham , next event on 16th yeah ! (:

will not be uploading all the pictures .

things are now changing unexpectedly , it's like you wanted 2 stuff at a time but you only have enough money for 1 stuff only , which one should i choose ? but both things are really nice . if i come back next time will they have the stock still? people may bought it already ! omg ~

does my post sound sad ? lol people i'm not sad at all but confuse . thats all all all ~ (:

I NEED A JOB ! RESULTS ARE COMING OUT ! MONEY IS RUNNING OUT ! ARHHHHH !

2008-12-10T02:59:00.000-08:00

someone out there , control my doings? every single time i told myself to settle myself down , find someone and last with him, but i really can't. guess i still have a childish mindset, playing around and never get serious in anything. it's not my past that is hunting me and not getting serious in a relationship it's my mindset . maybe is because of those unsuccessful couples I've seen , or maybe I'm too young imagine spending another 50-60 years together with one person facing him everyday , OMG guess anyone in this world will get sick right?

what if i tell you it was all meant to be would you believe , would you agreed? i want to know that will you catch me when i fall? why don't you love me the way i love you? it feels so crazy , cause i don't know what i did to you. if you gotta hurt me then do it quickly, cause I'm tired of crying. i gave you everything that you ask for and ready to give you even more. tell me you're still in loved (: RANDOM

sorry is what i can only say , I'm really sorry i still can't settle myself down . time is all i need , but this is what you can't give to me. like what wei an said , what i know about love is so little . he could cry when he see the last esp of corner with love but i can't even feel anything. LOL i don't think he'll view my blog , people that know him please don't tell him please he'll kill me for this, i guess? cause I'm telling people that he cried ! LOL. shhhhhhhh ~back to subject . this is me , i rather have flings then a bf. as now i have more flings then bf . LOL i guess no one can give me what i really need now right?

crazy me , sorry peeps ! I'm a happy roundy now don't interfere with my life (:

yesterday went to gotham penthouse , will be updating the pictures soon as i'm very lazy to upload it now.

Spotlight on me and I’m ready to break the dancefloor is my stage ,

All eyes on me in the center of the ring . Everybody let go, we can make a dancefloor

There’s only two types of guys out there, Ones that can hang with me, and ones that are scared So baby I hope that you came prepared. I run a tight shift so, beware

2008-12-08T02:06:00.000-08:00

sorry for the late updates my com is going haywire , Internet connection is not available every time . OMG feel like smashing this lappy into pieces ! gaaaaaaaa I'll do a quick update as i don't know when the Internet connection POOF! gone case again .

club at ZOUK on 1st DEC && 5th DEC WHITEHOUSE .

1st dec pictures (:

1st dec went to zouk with my beloved sisters, elaine & co. first time clubbing with elaine ! hahhas. but she went home early ): she needed to work in the morning . it's memorable after all have alot of fun . don't jealous kies ! see see i kissed sonia & elaine ((:

thought that i could see you there but you didn't appeared , i went to your favourite palces hoping to see you . kind of miss you that day (: but we wasn't fated i guess . hmms

5th dec pictures (:

5th dec at whitehouse it's a disaster omg ! first we need to climb alot alot of stairs to get there . in the club , the music is so damn soft we can even hear our ring tone rang when the music is on. the air-con in the club is not working, everyone is sweating like hell , we're really really sweating like hell i never sweat like that before. werid songs going on there ~ trance till 1plus and the party ended at 3.30 only 3 1/2 hr of r&b? they say it's going to end at 5 but in the end 3.30 , saying theres people complaining about the noise. gaaaaaaaaa

after the club there's a big fat ugly guy , he commented on me . OMFG said that one dollar ONLY?! long story here i'm not going to say here. fcuk him lars fatty ass so ugly . eeyer yucks i'm talking to someone there HELLO?! not you ? ccb mouth also too big isit, can't control? can understand lars you're such a fatty hope the you die of high blood pressure. (:

sorry if i turn back on my words suddenly , i'm sorry i can't focus on things .

2008-11-28T23:22:00.000-08:00

late updates , I'm so so lazy. how can i kick this habit .

will be uploading pictures taken on 25thNov.
25th Nov -

Lot1. Bugis. Chalet. St James. chalet. Home Sweet Home.

minrui , soooo cute lars you haven changed since pri school days, hope that we can go out more often . i did't ignored you , i really don't know you were there . sorry (: IMY !

jocelyn sunnu, first time tonning with you , hope that we still go sec5 together (: , i really miss those day when we were in sec 1 & 2 . and we're in the same class for 4 years ! subtracting pri school days. IMY !

joveniie , hahhas thanks for helping me to open that packet of oil ! making the hand of your's so dirty , thanks for everything (: next time MOVE MOVE SHAKE SHAKE together alright. i miss everything we have gone through be it good or bad , those days ~ ! hahhas . but life move on look forward , hahhas our bu neng shuo de mi mi remember ? hahhas . IMY !

tiande MAMA && changkai KAIGE . will miss you guys too thanks for inviting us to the chalet ((:

i can't understand if you're tired even opening your mouth and talk to me will be so difficult? forget it , there's still reason behind i think that's what most of them tell me. forget it I'm fine with that (: not meeting us that often? whatever decision you have made I'll respect it .

arr i miss you !! hahhas . slowly I've .. as time goes on I've ... :D bahhahhas hope that you'll be the right one to have my heart with you . don't torture it okays tender it with care && love . ^^

people ~ !! want to know whose the most compatible girl/guy in your life ? here a webby for you
http://www.secret-loves.com/index.php?test=1506487

TRY IT , so true && amazing !!

&& of cause i'll always love and miss JOSLYN LEE PEI YING ; GOH POH TING : SERI SONIA BTE OMAR !!

2008-11-24T02:43:00.000-08:00

some people just eaten whatever meals they have , nothing better to do .

loser can't even spell their names i can understand (: so must copy others right ?

going chalet tomorrow with jovene jocelyn minrui & co. my primary school gathering . && club! omg i just simply love clubbing ♥ ♥ how i wish i could get into legal age clubs , but I'm too young for that ): ever since the first time i step into club, i was only 14+ and now 16 . wow come to think of that 2 years of clubbing life and counting ~ yuppie ! give me more more more events :D theres another event only 5 days after , 1st dec .

I'm so happy , i finally said everything that stuck in my brain for so long . almost killed my brain cells because those thoughts are running 24/7 for these few months , i guess my brain cells can have a good rest now , sleep well guys ! good night . LOL

special thanks to dajing ! hahhas 35 bucks ?! although it's stupid to give her this amount of money . but I'm so grateful for you doing all this things (: DA ER ER thank you .

2008-11-18T01:37:00.000-08:00

Tell me whats it gonna be this time,

Say that I was just fool to believe

You were mine

Cannot imagine life without you by my side,

And its killin my heart,

Cause I wish I knew why

Why would you do me this way,

When I love you

Baby

I believed what you said,

But love doesn't have a meaning

When you hurt me so bad

Just threw it all away

You knew I was scared

To once more that you give that close to me

Despite what you did

I believed

You said it was gonna be for real this time

You said you were gonna make it up to me

And everything will be fine

Never thought that I would have to let you go this way

Should have followed my heart

But I fell for the game

Life just will not be the same

Without you

Baby

Now what do I say

It was you

You that made the choice to walk away

But now

Love will come my way

Again

I don't wanna here your sorry

Cause you know we've reached the end

2008-11-17T10:49:00.000-08:00

my fringe has grown longer ! yipeee and it's time for me to put it on the side again .

da chang jing bought for me a bageh ! he's name is chip :D omg ain't he cute? thanks alot lars datou , wahahhas . datou is sooooo good lars !

2008-11-14T05:53:00.000-08:00

went to underage party at Gotham yesterday, grace jialing xiner rayhan and co. was there too . there's a lot of people only 3hrs there but i still have fun (: don't feel like talking more about it, read joslyn blog if you want to know more.

you suddenly called yesterday, was happy at first but thinking that you should have your motive to suddenly call me up in the middle of the night . asking you about the truth and you didn't even patch up a lie to answer me , making me feel that i don't even mean anything to you so you could just hurt my feelings as and when you like.

听你说声爱我真的好难, 想要把你忘记真的好难.

2008-11-09T21:51:00.000-08:00

random pic's

I'm covering my unglam face (: too ugly , jacky && joslyn in the house ~

joslyn baoting rena && gabriel

i have a strong feeling that I'll be seeing you yesterday and i did , it's very scary when i thought it's not going to happen but you just come out of no where and appear in front of me . i didn't know what to do or how to react when things just came by me so fast, even the fastest runner can't catch up with it. fate is just playing around with me when I'm trying to forget about you, but you just pop out of no where and every thing just get back to the start where i must do everything over again repeating those pain i have to go through to just forget about you. but for you, i think you'll be pointing finger & laughing at me . i really miss you boy, regretting knowing you is not a point now. how i wish that you could just fall out of my mind without me putting any effort to forget everything.

datuo , da chang jing's birthday (: 09nov

Rena , Joslyn , Meekia , erms don't know && birthday boy !

baobei was there too didn't manage to take a picture with her. && because of this day my eyes is now infected maybe i wore the contact lens too long . can't wear contact lens this few days, if 13Th Nov my eyes is still infected I'm considering not to go. omfg I'm going to wear specs for these few days. back to da chang jing's birthday , we went to vogue ( guess i didn't spell correctly ) we left at 4 after that we went to canto rock . reached home at 8plus.

2008-11-06T00:02:00.000-08:00

hongkong guys! we talk to them the most, they're super friendly hahhas. they call me to bring them out during the last day of their stay, but in Singapore everything close at 10pm sharp. and i can't really wake up that early. the next morning, sorry guys! and i actually speaks Cantonese to them most of the time . (: yeepie .

erms hmms, the girls ! & japan guy

he's from da lu, big road !

he's from japan !

group photo ! the one and only (:

2008-11-03T07:15:00.000-08:00

fucking idiotic guy , mind me for scolding vulgarities this time. I'm really pissed of right now ! hais hais hais =( I'm missing joslyn lee pei ying right now . i always thought that girls has the worst mouth , they can't keep it shut. but guys has the most fucking big mouth it's far more worst then girl. ccb please mind your mouth fucker, I'm a girl i need my reputation . i just took only one step wrongly. this i what i get? OMFG nabei cb knn , you spoiled my mood for today. do you realise that I'm a girl? you just say this out of your mouth and not thinking that you will hurt my feelings. what are you thinking ? no wonder girls are making use for you , no wonder you can't find a girlfriend HAHA serve you right. and you fucker if you this knn ccb pubor didn't say out way would people spread ? may your mouth rot. hey I'm not putting anymore feelings on you, and you'll hate by me forever ! please people why saying others and not taking a good look at yourself . ccb knn brainless freak , people treat yourself like a human and not ill treat your pathetic mouth making them talking behind peoples back. hey just a step i took wrongly you guys just can't keep your mouth shut? fuckers shit you. curse you not finding a wife be a loner forever , by saying me and not putting yourself in my shoe. you just simply sucks.

2008-11-02T22:42:00.000-08:00

ISHOP ROADSHOW!

presenting the babes , the pretties that sell ipods on the roadshow :D

we're bored so we use the macbook to camwhore , macbook has alot of effects. i'm promoting for ishop see see i'm so good , LOL

hahhas for this 4day events i met alot of new friends is like knowing them for a long period of time. there's alot of topic we can talk about . but the only problem is most of them are from jc :( there's also some guys working with us, but i didn't get to take pictures with them as my phone camera in down . i have also met alot of people from different countries ! like hongkong, Taiwan , Korea , japan , Malaysia alot more. because there's a spinworkx yoyo competition going on. in another words theres alot of handsome guys for me to see! LOL . it's very fun working with my new friends but it's tiring, standing for 12hrs in total OMG can you imagine ?! there's this guy i met he the pin-up guy. pin-up guy is the name my friends gave him. he actually talk to me, i was so damn happy ! but but BUT ... HE TOOK NUMBER FROM THE GIRLS AND THEIR BOOTH IS ONLY BEHIND US =( . frankly speaking that girl is not very good looking OMG , what a weird taste he has , but my friends console me by saying maybe is that girl asked for his number so they exchanged numbers . thanks for this ! it makes me feel better . losing to a not so good looking girl makes me feel really sad =(

will upload more pictures of the friend i met at the spinworkx yoyo competition. they promise to send me the pictures . they are returning to their countries today at 3 :D bye guys ! nice to meet you .

2008-10-29T04:26:00.000-07:00

I'm down with a flu again, why this stupid illness like to cling on to me like no body business . Grrrs forget it if you like to cling on me so much just be it . sickening -.-

speechless , I'm damn speechless indeed . i swore to myself I'm not shedding a single tears for guys anymore after i last cry for a unless guy , it almost been a year since i last cry for a guy . but i can't really think i can hold on to those tears anymore , i know that i shouldn't cry for this kind of guy , a damn fucking realistic guy . i miss you alot boy , people are scolding me for trusting what you said and I'm blaming myself for not putting a barrel between us and let you stepped into my life from the day we first met .

i thought you would treat me differently from how you treated other girls , i was wrong and stupid for having this concept in my mind . if ... i didn't went there in the first place i wouldn't see you , if .... my phone is down i wouldn't have contact you. if .... i didn't believe a single word you said i wouldn't be landing up in this situation . IF .. I HAVE CLING ON YOU TIED WOULD YOU BE BY MY SIDE NOW? boy I'm inviting you into my heart but you just wouldn't appreciate . I'll only gotta play the fool for only one time . but trust me I'll be fine after some time. in the mean while ...

the sweeter the things are it will be more dangerous , it's what baobei said to me. but just a word from you just will just melt my heart even though i know that those are simply lies that you have said , i know you're lying to me but I've choose to believe it . does this mean I'm living in a world of lies all this while ? serve me right . i guess ? bare with me for writing this emo post , I'm happy girl before and I'll be after all. give me more time to forget about this bad dream , boy believe me i can forgive you for treating me like that but i wouldn't forget . it's time for you to repay me for all the things you've done to me. after I've forgotten about this bad dream :D BEWARE!!

2008-10-25T03:40:00.000-07:00

怎么了你累了说好的幸福呢

我懂了不说了爱淡了梦远了

开心与不开心一一细数着你再不舍

那些爱过的感觉都太深刻我都还记得

你不懂了说好的幸福呢

我错了泪干了放手了后悔了

只是回忆的音乐盒在旋转着要怎么停呢

2008-10-21T11:32:00.000-07:00

went out with GABRIEL ' nahs your big big name is here LOL :D ' we manage to watch HOUSE BUNNY as we planned. it's a nice movie , 1000000000x stars for this movie ! yeah~ LOL i know some of you guys have watch before, MAYBE I'm the last few to catch this movie . but it's really really a great movie . should catch this movie if you haven't , next movie hope that i could watch, HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL 3 && THE COFFIN :D btw peeeps 20th century boy doesn't have a ending so i recommend not to watch if you doesn't like to wait for the second part to be out . NO OFFENCE just giving a comment alright.

used GABRIEL phone to takes some pictures, as my phone's camera is down. here's my B-A-N-G-S again LOL isn't it a cute name ? i wonder who name it .. hmmms.

2008-10-20T08:42:00.000-07:00

see who's the observant once , look look something is different on this girl! LOL . i can't believe i actually cut my fringe to this length and it's a B-A-N-G-S . different people give different comment on my hair, MOST of them say it's cute on my, some say looks like barbie dolls, ONLY 2 of them say it's ugly. but they didn't say it directly in words, they turn a big big round bigger then turning Singapore one whole round telling me my hair is ugly OMG. at least they tell me straight i wouldn't be so frustrated about it. forget it they just couldn't watch their mouth . too big for them to control . HA-HA-HA :DD smile ~

when rounding again , but this time with different people . but same old us , GIRL , RENA & BAOBEI . hahhs love them =)

i want to be friend with you , can i ? actually i'm very friendly .HEES

some people say my words are too small is it big enough ? :D pengyou.

2008-10-19T22:49:00.000-07:00

New blogshop please support ! http://sr-honeys.blogspot.com
cutting my hair soon~ hahhs. but i have not enough cash in hand to extent my hair ~ TT who can lend me $$ first i promise after i work & get my pay i will return you. errr.. not alot actually $60 bucks is enough =D hahhhs i'm trying very hard to get myself in a job , really. i need MONEY MONEY MONEY $$$ lots of them !!

will not be updating blog often lazy! LOL but i don't understand why everytime when i said i will not be updating my blog, i will start to update again -.-

2008-10-17T08:24:00.000-07:00

i know you girls are hate-ing me for sure, for always backing up last min. but sorry I'm really tired. not just because of lack of sleep. i went to raffles in the afternoon and within 30min i need to rush to dhouby ghout and not being late . standing in the bus for 1HR, because of jams of traffic dragging the amount of time taken for the destination. first i wasn't that tired after reaching home , i just can't really get out of this house.

i really do like going out with you sisters but , i doesn't really like AHEM, because .. & throwing me in hell :( but this time you girls are great ! hahhs finding a perfect partner , but i'm tired . SORRY HOR~

swearing & cursing at me right now right? LOL .

i can't really understand what people living in this round big thing which knows how to spin by itself . HELLO PEOPLE ? age is only numbers you know, why let this numbers affect what you're thinking , only people about 18 are illegible for everything . 18 is a two digit number so is 16, what 18 years old can do 16 is also illegible for it . ALRIGHT? cheating my feeling again & again saying that able to apply for the job but in the end !! grrs no replies from you, MIA huh hope your company close down soon, neh neh ni poo poo. LOL does it sounds like I'm talking about relationship? hmms..

AND YOU, YES YES YOU . i'm NOT BELIEVING A SINGLE WORD THAT COMES OUT FROM YOUR MOUTH ANYMORE , && rena told me that she won't respect you ever again :D

SORRY ! MY PREFECT LES PARTNER & AKS :D SMILE

2008-10-14T10:56:00.000-07:00

My damn flu is killing my poor innocent nose OMFG , nose running away from me how could i sleep without a nose ? ( running nose ) block nose too :( hate it when i have to use my mouth to breathe . how i wish that i could create a machine that can pass illness to others MUAHAHAs . But it's only for me :) arghh , why doesn't medicine help? even abit . leading this fcuking flu to sore throat & back ache .

went bugis with AKS , interview with her tomorrow (: best wishes to ME .

whao ~ chaos man . words that contains a deeper meaning which is hurting enough to let you jump off a building . LOL

Lastly. Dear flu , please stop sticking on me :D

SONIA HONEY ! ILY hahhs x333 hey people i'm LESBIAN lol.

2008-10-10T22:35:00.000-07:00

Graduation Day 2008' :D

2008-10-09T19:43:00.000-07:00

My Honey ! :D

Home club Yesterday night ! Rush home , as baobei & AKSbestie having school in the morning. But didn't have enough cash in hand , Thanks Datou for giving us money to cabbed home. 4 of us stayed at different place . Not gotta say more about yesterday. right now is 11.15 AM can't believe myself for waking up so early as yesterday i reached home at about 5.30AM? arghhs having nose block , can't sleep well . Bestie message me asking me to help her do her blog thingy, told her i can't sleep. she asked me to use my mouth to breathe like a GOLDFISH -.-

gabriel ! LOL , tell you huh on my Tuesday, October 7, 2008 ' post, I'm not talking about your brother! LOL promised not to say his name , i didn't hor ~ :D although the scenario is almost the same . I DIE DIE also want to make this clear ~ :D hahhs ! don't need to feel paisei lars LOL .

2008-10-08T20:50:00.000-07:00

My AKS Bestie :D - a day other with her !Cute Chip With Hat ! :D
The Prefect Brothers :D

Cute Dog we saw, only about a 2 Palm size big

club today :D have fun ladys ! forgot all those unhappy things , and enjoy yourself . having my graduation day tomorrow . No more school for me YEAH :D

2008-10-07T02:22:00.000-07:00

she's my vulgarian aka AKSbestie :D
Armani shades (: but it's not mine LOL.

May I .. Could I ..
could you understand the feeling when , you're trying to forget someone && suddenly a fews month later you get back in contact again?! LOL this kind of feelings suck & after afews days you guys lost contact with each other again. And reason contact-ing back after afew month is because , he saw you? & asking you where you going next , but when seeing each other, he's talking to your friend & not you and expected that he will message your friend other then you? in the end he message you -.- FORGET IT , WE ARE NOT IN CONTACT NOW. (:

My N'level exams is finally O -V -E -R !! yeah~

2008-10-02T07:29:00.000-07:00

My Prefect Lesbian Partner (:

HEHEHE, HAHAHA, HOHOHO . you know what ? my lappy is running out of battt! and i'm lazy to charge LOL . i love you , you love me (: lala la la lala lala rena's world .

saw a book today saying that, VIRGO are XXXXXXXX . baobei & yujing should know, don't bother to count the [X] it's not exactly the numbers of words .

I'm happy with MY LIFE , i don't need a fairy tales happy ending , not even like Cinderella be back at home before 12 midnight,or waiting for someone to come and save me like snow white. I'll ride my own horse and slave my own dragon.

2008-10-01T07:47:00.000-07:00

Slight turn of the head eyes down when you said,
I guess I need my life to change.
Seems like something's just aren't the same what could I say?
Was it something I said? Or something I never did? Or was I always in the way?
Could someone tell me what to say to just make you stay?

I need a little more luck than a little bit
Cause every time I get stuck the words won't fit

Just putting our picture , we're not lesbians (:
but potentially we could be one ! HEHAHO~

2008-09-29T08:11:00.000-07:00

Sunday is a tired day :D eyes are shutting down , and half dead when we reach home from work . but is FUN lars ! first time working with my baobei & AKSbestie, but honey was not there . jokers around , making jokes LOL . yeah few more days to end of N'lvls . AKS found the song she wanted , but i haven . my baobei arhhhhhhs ! arhhhhhhhhs ~ he's sad man. LOL you know i know . LI ZAI EH :D the weather today is sensational i'm melting ! and thanks honey for helping me to fond the dress , although is too ex -.-

The More We Get Together , Together , Together ~

2008-09-25T08:53:00.000-07:00

Looking for this top, lesser then $15 (:

Baobei came to my house just now , went home at 12a.m something~

ALL of them have stead lers, only me SOBS.

but i also don't want to have one, tired of being tied down and time with sisters will be lesser~
friends are forever but boyfriend ain't .

maybe these words are for consoling myself, but it's really okay as i need freedom ALOT.

HEEEEES lalalas~

some pictures taken with Bestie :D

SMWRRKS :D
SMILE please :D

2008-09-24T06:34:00.000-07:00

HAPPY, HAPPY, HAPPY ~
my father said he wants to buy me Gucci perfume,
hope that he's not lying to me, but i guess he won't buy lars~ say say only.

Bestie ! all the photos i update tomorrow okays? lazy to upload now :D

this few days i bought , 2 pair contact lens , agnesB wallet , c.o.a.x Black shorts , 2 mango Basic , screen protector for my phone . TT my wallet is empty again, i didn't eat for so many days and save up some money now all GONE. But why I'm still so FAT . all those fats of mine doesn't want to go away keep sticking on to me. arghhhs . I HATE FATS .

last few days spending time with my classmates! but all doesn't want to go school LOL .

looking for this dress :D can anyone help me . less then 12$? LOL

2008-09-21T09:07:00.000-07:00

Think through everything , life just want to push me to a dead end yeah? couldn't just admit defeated when i never tried to fight back, take my money away ? I'll earn back with ALL my might ! WAHAHAHA . never let me get what i want every time ? for un-living things I'll use my damn brain to think of another way, for living things , maybe I'll admit defeat but only for this OKAY. but i'll still try my best first (: see who is the one who have a stronger perseverance. every time you turn back on me everything will be fine after sometimes, so this time will be the same too.

To my lovely parents ;
SORRY and I LOVE YOU BOTH ALOT. i didn't show it out , cause i don't really know how to. i had regretted not listening to you,talk back and even do things that you don't like.

NEED TO SAVE MONEY TO REPAIR PHONE !!! HEADACHE ! ~ BIG AMOUNT OF MONEY!!!

2008-09-20T02:01:00.000-07:00

POST DELETED , too BAD if you didn't manage to see :D

2008-09-17T04:55:00.000-07:00

Finally got my angel black contact lense i bought from minrui, thanks for coming to my house and pass it to me. So good of you! love you lots~ hahhas. angel black should be a better choice because it's from korea? if i'm not wrong. and my angel grey lense , they had send the wrong dergee. and i had to wait for next week? but it's okay as long as i'll be receiving the lense :D

sorry i can't meet you guys for the time , having my prelims now really need to study cause it will be reflected in my leaving cert. i don't wish the cert to be unglam with low marks.

i'm a friendly lil girl , treat me nice and i'll treat you the same way.

2008-09-15T23:58:00.000-07:00

Had change my blog skin (:
Girls , meet up soon . miss you girls damn lot :D
sore throat
Finish hot shot esp 8
Prelim II coming up.
After prelim 2 weeks to N's
Work , $$
Extented my hair
Club , Club && Club :DD

$$ MONEY MONEY MONEY ! ^^
hees, is there some one so kind enough to intro jobs? seriously i really need to work , hope that i save could enough money for further studies in MDIS. but it really cost alot of $$ , and i need to save up for many things that i want to buy. how i wish i was born in a rich family . don't have to worry about money , you can spend more then enough. TSKTSK but i'm glad that i'm not born in a family that everything i want i can't have it . at least now i could have some of the things that i want and if i had not born in this family i would not have met you guys (:

& I HAVE UPDATED :D

2008-09-11T05:16:00.000-07:00

sorry for the late updates (:

for this week i only went to school on tuedays,

monday, wednesday & thursday i didn't go.

people will say to me 'your n'level reaching still not going school keep skipping school, exam confirm fail ' -.- CHOY ~

if i had go to school it will be almost the same. i'll be sleeping in class.

teacher never construct any lesson at all.

so whats the point of waking up early and go to some where i hate to be in .

hahhas :D

watch lots of show at home this few days,

L change the world ; High school musical 1/2 ;

now i'm watching HOT SHOT 籃球火 this how is damn nice ,

The Cast Of The Show ~

Jerry Yan - Dong Fang Xiang (東方翔)

Alan Luo - Yuan Da Ying (元大鷹)

Zhou Cai Shi - Zhan Jie Er (湛潔兒)

Coco Jiang - Li Ying (李贏)

Wu Chun - Wu Ji Zun (無極尊)

total 13 Episodes but i only manage to watch 4 eps by now.~

i'm off to watch the show ~ BYE (:

2008-09-04T07:13:00.000-07:00

some picture's when i've long hair.

I MISS my hair extentsion ><
thinking of whether to redo my hair extentsion after my n's
but if i'm doing it again i will be extending perm hair :D
as there will be no school anymore, don't need to tie up my hair
& destorying the extented hair.

But people will be say fake hair fake hair lars, especically that slut.
hey come on, more people out there is doing extention alrights.
go infront of everyone faces to say them lars~
what a slut that never knows what happening outside her sluty world.
TSKTSK slut slut slut, big eyes so what?
please kindly fuck off my beautiful life, shoo back to your sluty world.
1 more month ! i will not be seeing your face ANYMORE!
yeah you better hate me FOREVER , i don't wish to be friend with a SLUT :D
make use people status to talk, hey he's a guy this is between YOU & ME not him.

IHATEYOU IHATEYOU , SLUT

2008-09-03T07:22:00.000-07:00

But will you say that you love me
And show me that you care
Say when I need you
You will always be there
But if you go and leave me This I swear is true
My love will always be with you.

2008-09-02T06:25:00.000-07:00

SIANS TODAY CANNOT GO ZOUK ,

people out there keep tempting me to go ><

because i'm having my N'levels social studies & listening exams tomorrow.

today's chinese paper2 was easy but , CMI for paper1.

tsk tsk. gotten back my english prelim result, got C6. TT

but this paper is diffcult, alot of them geot E8, F9.

can't compare myself to them, must compare to the better ones.

C6 ARHS if the standard of the prelim is the same as n'level i'll be dead.

today saw a bad habit of singaporean, they like to flick their hand dry,

but not using hand-dryer or tissue.

wendy was in the toliet ,i had notting to do standing beside the hand-dryer .

a AUNTIE is washing hand, and flick her hand dry the water splash on the me lars.

i look at her and make the sound 'TSK', she look back still dare to smile at me.

grrs, no manners sial . lao pu bor ><>is dirty right?

still flick here flick there, another auntie do the samething TSK TSK.

a really bad habit singaporeans or maybe AUNTIES have.

blahblahblah, back to that guy.

baobei ! saw your blog hahhs. yeah i'm thinking of telling him.

but when i saw his reaction when i wanted to look at his inbox he don't even let me see.

i bu xiao xin glance ders also not purposly, he already had a reaction so big.
aiya NO HOPE NO HOPE liaos. TT

maybe we really have no chance being together, give me somemore time i'll forget him ders (:

he's a drug && i'm addict-ed to it, i need time to clear off those addict-tion .

&& i didn't give him on purpose, can't figure out how he stole my heart.

2008-09-01T03:39:00.000-07:00

some of the pictures i take yestarday (:

Went to PLAY yesterday, so happy :D

it's a long time since i had step into club , and yesterday is the night we all looking forward to.

there's alot of people there (the dance floor is small) , the lighting is irritating , and hot HOT HOT, sweating like hell~ but overall i really enjoy my night there. saw so many friends there. hees dance dance dance shake shake shake !

& i realise the distance between us.

if i let you know those feelings i had kept in my mind all the while,

can it close up the distance between us or just push us further apart.

getting back to the point when we first met is better the what we are now.

you just seems to be walking in a speed that i'll never catch up with.

maybe you would turn and glance but you'll never stop for me. ( i should drive a car and chase after you(: )

although i could be playing around everytime when you see me, or you had a mindset that i'll not be serious for the things i do.

but deep down you are always the only one, people said you are a guy who'll never get serious, even your friends. i can see it for myself , yes you are what they describe.

but loving someone is gving them a chance to break your heart, but trusting them not to right?

2008-08-30T22:20:00.000-07:00

Pictures (:

Thanks to all the people who wish me on my birthday (:

& those present ! love you guys ~

tonight ! is what we are all looking forward to .

girls enjoy yourself to 123456789% alrights. (:

2008-08-28T10:52:00.000-07:00

I Love You *Smile (:

there's alot more picture we took just now,

press wrongly and SOB it's gone. omgomg!

all the pictures...

didn't go to school yesterday, and will not be going on

the 29/08/08(later). teacher's day celebration, will be having be yourslef day & aces day at the same day.

overdue photo's

say PEE PORR PEE PORR.

2008-08-27T08:11:00.000-07:00

1. Where do you hang your towel to dry after showering?
- Anywhere, as long as it's hang.

2. What kind of mouse pad do you have?

- I don't have any mouse, using lappy.

3. Do you brush your hair with a comb or a brush?
- i toothbrush to brush my hair. (:

4. In your opinion, who do you think is the hottest celebrity?
- those who are sweating all the time? lols.

5. You have a project due tomorrow, do you use tape or glue?
- salivar .

6. Chicken or pork?

- lame chop .. LOL

7. By the time you get to school, is it still dark?
- bright, sun is bigger then ever.

8. If you had a choice to be a unicorn or mermaid which would it be?
- unicorn, better then some no leg freaks -.-

9. What color is your underwear?
- muticolour, sometimes transparent.

10. What time does the sun usually set?
- when it's time?

11. What/who do you think of last before you go to sleep?
- i'll think of , closing my eyes.

12. AC or fan?
- air-con & fan .

13. Do you wear braces?
- nopes.

14. Can you do a hand stand?
-my hand can't sand by itself, but i can make my hand stand.

15. If you were the opposite sex, how would you style your hair?
- will not be like some guys, like grass(thick & anyhow). i'll style it better then them.

16. What level English are you in?
- level 100

17. Jessica Simpson or Alba?
- Jessica Rena. (:

18. Which subject is worse, English or Math?
- POA & geog.

19. What's one thing you really want to do this very moment?
- somebody to massage my neck. PAINFUL ><

20. What movie are you embarrassed to admit you've watched

- the embarrassed movie, directed by freaks.

21. CD player or iPOD?

- my phone, psp.

22. Would you rather spin upside down going 30 miles or drop 400 ft. into water?

- walk 2 cm.

23. Whats your favorite shape?

- ask favorite, don't ask me. how would i know what shape is favortie? -.-

Too boring~ hahhs needed to update my blog not to let it rot.

Yeahyeah, it's coming it's coming!

New mode on audition, clubII it's very very fun (:

addict-ed to it ~

2008-08-22T23:31:00.000-07:00

Had finish my perlim 1 paper. YEAH other paper is fine but for my geog i slept through the paper,
i don't understand even a thing about geog you know?!

yesterday went to watch 4BIA ,
wanted to watch this show for a long time, finally have a chance to watch. hahhs
at first we went to vivo thinking to catch the movie there,
but the people check I.C , and it's even a few days to my birthday that FREAK don't let me go in.
sorry friends , to make you guys run around like that.
we went around vivo thinking who will be in vivo and could lent me her I.C
sad to say no one lars, even friend who works there were not working for that day,
damn sway lo, so i remembered that cinelesure had not check my I.C for the pervious show,
thats NC16 but to make sure i called rayson, i remeber that he had an extra ezlink with him,
and it's 18 years old, what a coincidence he's at cine watching show .
so we cab down as taking train will take ages for us to get there.
went to taxi stand, there's alot of people man, we walk to the main road,
manage to hire a cab but the money eater uncle damn money face lars!
there's five of us taking cab he wanted to add 5dollars to the charge lars.
grrs money eater, i also not paying for the cab HAHHS
so , we have no time to waste cab down to cine and mange to watch the show.
btw thanks rayson so many many much ((:

arghs the show is damn scary , espeacially the last story.
1st story - about a girl, met up in a accidence, all the werid things happen after that.
2nd story - a gang of students bully a poor guy, the guy do black magic on a book, a member of that gang saw that book, die and things happen ( so damn bloody)
3rd story - 4 friends went into a jungle , they doesn't know that they are dead -.- ( scary + damn funny )
4th story - don't know how to explain the story ( SCARY , SCARY + DAMN SCARY)
this show it's nice (: should go and watch & perpare to SCREAMMMMM ! =D
kept thinking about that show the scary part keep repeating itself ><

2008-08-20T09:37:00.000-07:00

To the spammers out there,

Trying to understand what you guys think about me, but the conclusion is..

You guys are really childish , if you are unhappy just write your BIG name down.

At least i know that you are unhappy with me and what causes you to think that.

in someway thanks for letting me know what i did wrongly?

TO NAMELESS FREAKS,

With what you want to comment on me and you big name is what i will be thankful for.

those nameless freaks - i don't understand , if you dislike me so much , don't expect me to like

you too right? so whats the point of hiding your identity, letting you feel happier ?

why you could say thing behind my back, but hiding your name? or even uses other people

name to spolit the r'ship between people. i won't be angry with what you said, if your point of spamming is to see how angry i'm to be. forget it , i will not be angry as my tolerance level is not for freak to make it rise (: stop commenting on a human beings with name, when you are not comparetable with them cause you guy are just some nameless freaks.

~~~

2008-08-19T03:29:00.000-07:00

bestie bestie~

why got such a cute dog commenting so much on u ar?
lols.. :D

i tink just heckcare IT luh..

nth better to do.

maybe IT was freed by SPCA and got lost..

so poor thing uh..

if you're free just entertain IT lor.

but i tink dun waste ur time la.

concentrate on ur prelims better.. :)

btw, DON'T everytime have such low-esteem can..
weight isn't a matter.

u still got so many suitors one..
must eat must eat!!!! :)

2008-08-17T09:01:00.000-07:00

"Never look back," we said
How was I to know I'd miss you so?
Loneliness up ahead, emptiness behind

Where do I go?

And you didn't hear
All my joy through my tears

All my hopes through my fears

Did you know, still I miss you somehow

From the bottom of my broken heart

There's just a thing or two I'd like you to know

You were my first love, you were my true love

From the first kisses to the very last rose

From the bottom of my broken heart

Even though time may find me somebody new

You were my real love, I never knew love'Til there was you

From the bottom of my broken heart

"Baby," I said, "please stay.Give our love a chance for one more day

"We could have worked things out

Taking time is what love's all about

But you put a dart

Through my dreams through my heart

And I'm back where I started again

Never thought it would end

You promised yourself

But to somebody else

And you made it so perfectly clear

Still I wish you were here

2008-08-16T04:43:00.000-07:00

Went to plaza sing for a midnight movie.

12 louts? 12 lian hua.

I'm not sure of the english name of this show.

Maybe i'm not suitable for this kind of show. (:

There's a new show 4BIA. omg the trillar is nice/scary.

It's from thailand.

the director of this show is also the director of,

Shutter, Alone & body 19.

These show are also nice movies.

I want to watch !!

Rayson says that his friend watch and it's scary,

if i get to watch maybe unable to sleep?

Girl i will take your words (:

2008-08-14T10:21:00.000-07:00

Why days passes so slow this few days ?

I MISS MR.XOXOXOX ! Nice name right (:

I wish , Iwish with all my heart to be with him for the rest of my life (:

2008-08-12T05:10:00.000-07:00

Just cut-ed my hair, my fringe is so THICK

My hair has split ends and it's thick too.

so i decide to cut it.

Met baoting, she accompany me to go for my hair cut.

Haven take any picture's with my new hair cut (:

After my hair cut we went to lot 1 and slack ,

About 7 plus we went to keathong , meet sonia & yongzhong came afterwards.

About 9 plus went to jurong, reach home at 12plus.

I met so many people along the way NO ONE ask about my hair,

NO ONE ?! so sad lars they actually didn't notice everything about me,

if not they would found out i cut my hair.

But i went school today, meet wendy in the morning,

and she's the first one who found out that i've cut my hair ((:

I LOVE HER ! she's the only 1 whom know me inside out , outside in ~

hahhs she can always understand what i'm thinking ,

by having just purely eye contact .

Lot's of my classmates also notice i cut my hair. (:

But only my my schoolmates, not ANY of my outside friends.

Heard something today, hey people out there if you dislike me tell me straight okays.

Please kindly don't bad mouth other's, i don't want to specify your name here.

May your mouth ROT , always bad mouth people (:

What helps when you only talk behind me and not infront,

Let people think you rule over me? if you do think this way .

Please people, talking behind someone is not a good habit.

i'm trying to change what about you?

making people hate me by saying those words.

Please reflect before you start opening your golden mouth , and pollute the air

although oxygen is free in this world, Please don't misuse it by your childish act (:

thankyou.

2008-08-10T09:25:00.000-07:00

some photo's taken.

It's true that , you won't know what we've got until we lose it ,

&& we will never treasure it until we feel that we are losing it.

It takes only afew second a fall in love, but a life time to forget.

It hurts to love someone and not be loved in return.

It also hurts when you met someone who means alot to you,

but you found out that their not meant to be yours and you have to let go.

But people still believe in love, even they got hurt again & again.

OMG! i'm so fat lars~

i admit that i'm fat okays, i will slim down one day! bahahhas~

100% holiday mood, wheres my study mood gone to?!

2008-08-09T02:14:00.000-07:00

080808 . What a nice date right.

Yesterday i didn't go for the underage party. TT

Last min can't borrow I.C from friends. Why i'm still 15?!

But there one more underage party just right before my N'level exam,

and right after my birthday YES lars~

But it's on 31stAug, 2ndSept it's my first written paper of my N's.

But it's also the first day of my 16th LIFE! my birthday it's on 30thAug ((:Pondering whether to go ......

Yesterday we went to cine, to catch a movie.

We watch MONEY NO ENOUGH, guess i'm the last few batch to watch.

soo touching , omg this show really reflects on typical singaporean!

I went cine with Baoting, Joslyn,

weilong, terence, kaiwen && another guy i don't know his name.

after the show, sonia && yongzhong came.

But some of them wanted to go home by that time.

It's about 2am + and some home gone home ,left sonia, yongzhong , terence && me.

We slack at town and saw people racing with car so cool man~

Reach home at 5am + (:

Sad lars, i miss the clubbing . TT

Happy Birthday Singapore && laokor (:

2008-08-06T09:12:00.000-07:00

Maybe i had gave someone a wrong idea .

I don't like you okay, please don't think too much (:

Maybe i gave you a wrong idea by my doings.

I had been sad that you didn't message me is because,

I'm the one whom know you first ,

Yet you are closer to my friends then me.

Thats why. Understand? Not because that i like you.

There's someone staying in my heart, and it's not you alrights.

Hey people stop making wild guess too.

Thanks yeah, for doing me this favour, stop saying word that never

come out from rena's mouth alrights.

Never ever put words in my mouth and assumed that i said it.

I admit that i'm jealous not because that i like you,

just because you treated my friends better then me.

Yet i'm the one whom let you know them.

Sorry Baobei for misunderstanding you ,I have mistaken everything (:

As for someone that keep irriating enough ( you should know who you are.) to actually spread or telling him, please stop it. Watch your mouth alrights, better know what you are doing.

Sad to tell you everything are WRONG,I DON'T like him (:

The whole time i was giving the wrong impression

OMG~ !

I decleared that i had someone in my heart, it's XOXOXO x33

&& he will always be there.

Please forgive me yeah, for giving you a wrong impression. (:

2008-08-05T09:11:00.000-07:00

7 things .

I probably shouldn't say this

But at times I get so scared

When I think about the previous

Relationship we shared It was awesome, but we lost it

It's not possible for me not to care

And now we're standing in the rain

But nothing's ever gonna change until you hear My dear

The seven things I hate about you

Oh, you

You're vain

Your games

You're insecure

You love me, you like her

You made me laugh, you made me cry,

I don't know which side to buy

Your friends, they're jerks, when you act like them, just know it hurts

I wanna be with the one I know

And the seventh thing I hate the most that you do

You make me love you

It's awkward and silent

As I wait for you to say

What I need to hear now

Your sincere apology

When you mean it I'll believe it If you text it I'll delete it

Let's be clear Oh, I'm not comin back

You're taking seven steps here

The seven things I hate about you

You're vain

Your games

You're insecure

You love me,

you like her

You made me laugh, you made me cry, I don't know which side to buy

Your friends, they're jerks, when you act like them, just know it hurts

I wanna be with the one I know

And the seventh thing I hate the most that you do

You make me love you

And compared to all the great things

That would take too long to write I probably should mention

The seven that I like

The seven things I like about you

Your hair

Your eyes

Your old Levi's

When we kiss, I'm hypnotized

You made me laugh, you made me cry, but I guess that's both I'll have to buy

Your hand in mine when we're intertwined, everything's alright

I wanna be with the one

I know And the seventh thing I like the most that you do

You make me love you

2008-08-04T07:19:00.000-07:00

Kexin & Baoting cheerup okays (:
it's not worth, really NO .

Friday , UNDERAGE PARTY ! (national day eve) anyone wants to go?
Saturday, STJAMES with ELAINE & her friends! (national day)

Don't disappoint me alrights,

I'm sooo waiting for those day to come.

Hope that nothing crop up last min (:

No mood to blog lots of things happen this few day ):

you're the one.

2008-08-03T10:02:00.000-07:00

Went to catch a movie today at west mall, we watch the mummy.

quite nice , but didn't get to watch prom night TT .

I wanted to watch this show for a long time.

Went to watch this show with junkwang, edmund, kexin.

after the show went to jurong hongkah spring cc to slack.

and more people came to join us, went home at 12 plus.

hais, yesterday went home not because i didn't want to see you.

is that couldn't believe that you could actually come down cck ,

it's mean that you had to message/call to actually meet .

and you could not message/call me at all.

do you know i'm waiting for your call & message ,

i even take the first step to message you but you didn't even reply.

and even call you.

AND ONCE AGAIN YOU TOLD ME YOU DIDN"T LIKE HER?!?!

crap + lies !

i'll not be angry with you if you like her,

it's just that ,please don't lie to me can?

2008-08-02T02:07:00.000-07:00

o1Aug , yestarday was grace birthday HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY, (:

had no time to blog yesterday, didn't go to school yesterday,

because it's our cross country day, and i don't feel like going.

wake up about 11 plus AM , bestie ask me to fetch her after school but not enough time,

cause she's releasing at 12 plus, so i didn't fetch her.

makan , perpare blahsblahs. went off to meet baobei can't talk more about this.

my bestie fall alseep ~ waited for her at bukitpanjangplaza.

she came accompany her makan at longjohn, slack for awhile, baobei went home.

bestie and me went to lot1 , met malcom & co.

so damn boring, about 7plus we went to chaochukang cc as our friends are having match.

saw alot of people whom i never see for a long time,

went to 145 with bestie, jacky & co.

this is the fun part, we talk about lame things lars -.-

qingshun said he ask one guy ' if your socks got hole will you go and change ?'

the right answer to this question is on hole how you wear the socks !

that guy replied ' i won't change , i don't want to bother my mother , got hole just wear only.'

he's giving stupid answers man.

and here's one more ' 10kg of cotton & 10 kg of flour which one will be heavier ?'

the right answer is both the same weight!

that guy replied' how you know that they are 10kg .''

he's fucking lame man. there's alot more but hard to explain what he say.

bestie , qingshun , wenxuan , jacky & me, all laugh & laugh through out our whole conversation.

they're cute lars giving lame question -.- , they said i became smarter not getting trick by them anymore.

BAHHAHAS. very fun hanging out with them but long time since i had hang out with them.

about 10plus bestie & me went to 302 & meet friends. went home at 3 plus

i'm really sorry for this few days, giving you attitude

and talking to you in a bad manner, i don't know why it happen.

but you shouldn't tell anyone about whats happening to us.

by not picking up my calls and replying my message only makes me even angry.

and actually found out that you could message someone but not replying me?

asking you whether you like her, you deny but once again .

i found you having something to do with her, you own me a explaintion.

and said you would tell me when you are awake , but you didn't.

2008-07-31T00:10:00.000-07:00

perlims are starting, it's just around the corner,

and i have no idea of what i have to be test on,

haven even started. N's are 1 month away.

This few days after school , came home and sleep , sleep & sleep.

went to CSC with baoting and co. on tuesday for playing billard.

My life SUCKs completely, always will NEVER EVER get what i wanted.

soooo many days didn't even message me, call me to chat at night,

meet me to go out & even stop talking in msn.

everything just SUCKs when it's comes to you, i don't want us to be like this

but now i think we are just like strangers, i want us to be like the way we use to be.

i hate myslef born being like this, never get what i wanted ALWAYS~

IMU, IMU && IMISSYOU!

kexin this is for you ((:

you said you love me ,

better love me to the end alrights .

anything you want to talk to, i can always be your listening ears.

bahahhas. rather be lasbians , then falling in love with a guy who will never understands you.

all the guy are the same~

push the fucking blame to a girl, thinking that they're always right,

don't even have brains to think and never try to understand a girl inside out.

*HONGSTER IS THE BEST LARS (:

don't have to be heart broken,

just need to breaks peoples heart.

2008-07-28T07:53:00.000-07:00

Am i just a passerby in your life,

that will never catch your attention?

Got back my Emaths result today,

the result is not what i expected , i thought i will fail

but i PASS , YEAH . not that i'm lookin down on myself

is just that i didn't touch maths for about 2 - 3 weeks?

but during the test people help me through.

41/79 ((:

i know it's not a very good result but this result is when,

i never touch my math for sooo many days no tution. HAHHS

i'm saying this to console myself actually -.-

Today's mood in school was hyper, i had my all time favourite HONEYSTARS!

Yummy~

somethings happen to my friends, not happy with each other.

went down to help, found out that they BACKSTABB their friends so much so that even you can't believe

because infront they were like good friends?!

hope that this thing won't be repeated, you guys are still friends over all right?

learn that sometimes can't friends be trusted?

you will never know what they are talking behind you,

but above all i will still trust the ones whom i love. ((:

Today my internet connection is going CRAZY~!